tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15584322.post3585293478224453546..comments2023-03-26T01:27:42.315-04:00Comments on Oyboy: Nothin' much, you?david golbitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03494541678536011153noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15584322.post-15527573626785039912007-01-17T00:34:00.000-05:002007-01-17T00:34:00.000-05:00From very recent experience I have decided that it...From very recent experience I have decided that it is best to let the past stay in the past. Now saying that sometimes its okay to call or email and make amends for something in the past espeically if it is weighing on you, and if she is the kind person you say she is then she will understand. Just be careful because people change and sometimes you have no idea what you are walking into. Of cousrse when I do something it always has to be 10x more complicated than if anyone else does it, so maybe everything will work out fine for you. :)AliKathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03931518688740638107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15584322.post-55373443292092870962007-01-16T23:22:00.000-05:002007-01-16T23:22:00.000-05:00it is good to have a blog to vent sometimes...I tr...it is good to have a blog to vent sometimes...I tried getting back to the communcation stage with a former loved one that I push away...she ended up not wanting anything to really do with me anymore; course, there is the fact that she wasn't a very considerate person in the first place...so...dodged a bullet there right, huh, huh; wink, wink; know what I mean...say no more...:)raptorpackhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07051583646823601119noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15584322.post-70674247339568517832007-01-16T14:33:00.000-05:002007-01-16T14:33:00.000-05:00"What right do I have to insinuate myself back int..."What right do I have to insinuate myself back into her life?" <br /><br />I asked myself that very question on that odd day I decided to look you up and actually found you....<br /><br />I can't say for your end of that email... but on my end... it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it could have been.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15584322.post-31987699184862927422007-01-14T19:11:00.000-05:002007-01-14T19:11:00.000-05:00I'm glad you seem excited about the screenwriting ...I'm glad you seem excited about the screenwriting class... I do miss the first couple weeks of being in class and feeling all upbeat about what the semester will bring (although you, my dear, are slightly not upbeat). I think it's natural to hold back from a meaningful relationship when you feel you haven't quite figured yourself out, but I also know for a fact that if you find someone who is open to investing in a work-in-progress (which is more people than you might realize, since quite frankly that's who we all are - a work-in-progress) you may just find what you were looking for - both in her and you. And you may still feel awful or continue to be an asshole at times, but you may also grow and learn from the experience. So cut out this "if I don't try, I can't fail" shit - you’ve obviously realized it's not working for you.<br />As for "What right do I have to insinuate myself back into her life?" I have asked myself that very question about my own fuck-up for years now, and to be honest... the jury is still out. I would like to be able to have a mature conversation about moving beyond events that happened so long ago rather than having to put up with the hushed comments that are still uttered amongst mutual acquaintances, but I have a huge fear of inadvertently causing any further pain to him or his new love, and if that means not ever getting real closure about things, so be it. Everything seems to come back around eventually, and maybe someday you'll get an email from her. So that's my two cents. But I may be biased since I tend to see you as a good friend and possibly even a nice guy...JLGBhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05957151258540044186noreply@blogger.com